It has to given me
Yet all I see is what I wish I had
and blast if it had only given what I had asked for
then I would have happiness, right?
I'm stubborn on this point, I'M MAD!! Life's so unfair...
Yet, I don't know what I want... I don't even remember what I was asking for
I've been drowning in the sea
the darkness and the depth so unfathomable
like the words to an aching soulful song
I've been resenting what I've been asked to do, I DON'T WANT TO DO IT ANYMORE
What can I do?
I see it, the light so faint and distant... what I want right? Yeah, I see it
Then it comes to me... I've been scared... AH scared
I've gotta create who I'm going to be, and hold myself accountable for it...
Well, who else is going to do it?